mind & heart = spirit

This is the unconscious moving before anywhere else Frontal lobe activity is delayed more than ever Blurry. Delayed awareness. We move how we want to. Why do I feel this fear? Fear of being abandoned Fear of being left alone: unsupported From the tribe To have to prove myself to others WHAT IS THIS FEELING instability all the time Is this where all humanity lies? On a tight rope Between loopy and strict Too much of anything can be bad Trust is need He'd never ask that question Although he officially disapproves Cold but burning tears Something in this human world, that represents the spirit and mind But to leave an artifact, we need access, a door. Meditation, Real life, Mind Challenging Things these allow us to see all sides of ourselves To feel connected with death and feeling

I look up to the people that are able to carry out things lightly Not that these things don't take hard work and effort But their trust in themselves that what they are doing matters The way they are able to gravitate in a certain direction without any initial hesitation And this is what I lack, I let so much of my judgment in my brain run the course of my life Instead of letting things be, letting nature run its course How many days am I filled with thoughts that stunt my motivation In some ways, it is better to follow your heart, that instinct. And these messages keep coming back to me through literature and experience The art of archery requires complete interaction with the subconscious being, letting go of the idea of yourself and trusting your natural instinct. To be a master of the movement that's required for this art, you need to stop thinking about the target and let your motions dictate the course of the arrow. Even in neuroscience, there's researc