mind & heart = spirit

the type of content i'd like to create in the future, through my work..  things that are relatable and not about extravagant objects, rare holidays.  don't get me wrong, these things are nice. but its about the every day things in life, things that could be tough, not all about the good stuff. We face stuff all the time that isn't sugar coated like the pictures you may see on the stories of insta models.  this is the stuff that reality is made of.  to be able to support each other and connect with one another within this life that may appear to be boring from thrill-seekers.  to be able to promote positive mindsets that matter to me  some bodies of work (especially favourite artists and content creators) really speak to me on a personal level, make life a little easier to live, talks about the reality of stuff... that's the kind of work i would like to do. eliminating wishful thinking- expression of what it is than what could be... putting that energy out there

we're all confused about what the hell we are doing in this world. At least I am... But one thing that I'm pretty clear about is that we are all confused together. If one person had the answers we all would. Although we do not have answers, we can spend time together in what may be the pointlessness of life or the meaningfulness of it- discussing its intriguing features as if its this mystery, this puzzle that's waiting to be solved. But to expect that connection from understanding is one thing. Without willing to truly understand and empathize with others, to let down your guard and your biases to try to understand another person is how you understand the world and social phenomena, why people behave the way that they do, why they may be lacking the connection you think you deserve.  You can't expect to receive any kind of understanding or empathy without first being in the vibration to give that to other people. We're all just waiting for the other person

A reasonable distance, trusting the right people with my vulnerability Do not trust the people that will use this against you, to manipulate you and make you feel small  those who do not try to be on your level to understand  Instead of latching onto these people and things, and playing mind games, passiveness, social media arguments...  focus on self, what you do best  working on the craft of your life  focusing on radiating energy that you want to see in the world  everything is what you draw your attention to, what you choose to see in every circumstance  By doing what you love, you will attract the people that love the same thing  You wont have to focus on things that do not matter to you  This is how you find the right vibrations, right communities  You dont have aligned interest right now. Find that.  Invest your time in creating a world for yourself and others who feel the same things you do, that relate.  Maintaining old friendship based off of

i wonder if its always going to be like this forever aimlessly wondering what it is that i can do, not sure whats right always hesitating, and regretting when i take a step toward any direction, thinking of the other steps i couldve taken in a million other different directions visions i have but unable to see concrete results because they're such abstract goals I know there are things I can do I know I have things to give Something I can contribute To be good at.