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pent-up angst

 



lately haven't been giving off the brightest energy 

something toxic gets to the best of me 

can't see anyone in a positive light 

or care enough to distinguish wrong from right 


luckily ive grown fond of my inner self 

and patient enough to listen to her 

give enough silence to calm the chaos 

reflect on the angst, smooth it out 


give it time and you shall see, underneath all the fog 

re-center and gain clarity 

breathe it all out, don't thrash about 

face it all internally 


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