death seems like such an avoided subject because ofcourse, we dont know anything about it.
And thinking about it is absolutely terrifying (for me).
A world where everything you've known, everything you have built for yourself is gone.
When the oblivion is so intense that all you can imagine is darkness and lack of structure, order or anything to latch on to. A world where you don't even know if a world exists, a world where you might just be solitary and trapped. Or not.
I can't quite point out what terrifies me the most. Maybe it is the thought of losing things and people. Maybe it is the loss of consciousness and awareness of these things and people. Maybe it is the thought that there's so much to see. Or the thought that no matter how much I see, all memories will perhaps cease to exist?
And thinking about it is absolutely terrifying (for me).
A world where everything you've known, everything you have built for yourself is gone.
When the oblivion is so intense that all you can imagine is darkness and lack of structure, order or anything to latch on to. A world where you don't even know if a world exists, a world where you might just be solitary and trapped. Or not.
I can't quite point out what terrifies me the most. Maybe it is the thought of losing things and people. Maybe it is the loss of consciousness and awareness of these things and people. Maybe it is the thought that there's so much to see. Or the thought that no matter how much I see, all memories will perhaps cease to exist?
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