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there's a reason i feel out of place at times

i guess i just don't worry as much about stuff that hits on a human level
i'm more worried about the organism level, what this all means
what it actually is at the core

shopping, position, surface level relationship rules, hobbies and bragging
these are all just social phenomena, that if you just look at objectively
really do not matter
it's more about what makes you and others feel good
and I guess thats what i hold value in the most
Ofcourse, these things may make us feel good in the moment, and really that's all
that matters. no need to attach yourself to them though if they aren't making you
feel good.

touching music, loyal friendships, learning/understanding, family, feeling and thought
beauty, art, expression, giving, abundance, evolution, peace and harmony, individuality 

these are what are at the core,
these are the things i seek

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