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in this space

in this space
I truly feel like my body is moving
before my mind is aware of it

as if i am
some sort of
automatic organism

unable to freely control
my actions

the illusion of free will
frightens us more than anything

the possibility that
all of our actions are not truly ours
but of something greater
our organisms pushing us
towards eachother

the law of gravitational attraction
being drawn towards eachother
a common identity
a moving unity of people
places and organisms and animals
and beings
and things

its a strong placebo

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